Was it you or was it me?

I don’t know what to do when everything falls apart.
I don’t know what to do when our heart falls apart.

Seeing our heart getting further and further,
I feel weak that there is nothing that I can do.
Or maybe there is, just that I refused to accept.

Deep inside my heart, I know that I still love you.
But, I know that I also love freedom at the same time.
Maybe I am being selfish, dreaming that I can balance two at the same time.

You said I do not care.
If I do not care, why is my heart so painful?
If I do not care, why am I screaming for you forgiveness?

Was it me or was it you?
Who was the one who push our relationship to the end?
Or was it both?