Was it you or was it me?

I don’t know what to do when everything falls apart.
I don’t know what to do when our heart falls apart.

Seeing our heart getting further and further,
I feel weak that there is nothing that I can do.
Or maybe there is, just that I refused to accept.

Deep inside my heart, I know that I still love you.
But, I know that I also love freedom at the same time.
Maybe I am being selfish, dreaming that I can balance two at the same time.

You said I do not care.
If I do not care, why is my heart so painful?
If I do not care, why am I screaming for you forgiveness?

Was it me or was it you?
Who was the one who push our relationship to the end?
Or was it both?

Working in TOA~~

After reading through my blog, I just noticed that I have not written anything regarding my new job. I have been working in The One Academy (TOA) for more than a month. A lot of people have asked me how is the company and the working environment.

Firstly, it is very tiring to work here. Let not go into the workload, just looking at the location of the office is worse enough. The office is located at 3rd Floor, which is the same level with where DSA, PJ Campus located in FICT. But, there is a huge difference between both offices; UTAR has lift where TOA does not have. As all the administrative offices are at Ground Floor, every day I have to climb up and down from Ground Floor to 3rd Floor. But, looking at the bright side, it is a good method for me to exercise. (^_”)

Most of the time, I am always alone in the office. Why? All lecturers in my department are guest lecturers, which mean that they will only come to college whenever there is class. As my boss, who at the same time is a celebrity, with so many shooting, he will only come in the office twice a week. What this means? It means the office is all mine during all other four days. Nowadays, MSN, playing FB, blogging, reading novel are most of the things that I have been doing in the office. Although there is no one talking to me in the office, I gained a lot of freedom, which is even better isn’t it? (^_^)

As my boss is always not in the office, I need to represent him most of the time. Attending meeting on his behalf; dealing with other departments on his behalf; liaising with Principal’s secretary on his behalf. Doing this job, it is very important for me stay focus, which most of the time is quite hard for me. It also requires me to make right decision in just a glimpse of eyes, which most of the time make me worry, worry that I may not make the right decision.

People asked me, do I miss UTAR? Duh! Of course I do. I miss having lunch with Jia, Vincent and Chiang. We always go around trying new food and nice food; I miss meeting with students, having discussion with them on the upcoming events; I miss running around for students’ event, sometimes I can even forget about my lunch and dinner; I miss guiding students on minutes writing, seeing them improve would be my biggest satisfaction of the day; I miss flower selling during Convocation. Although it is very tiring, working together with SL, Vivian and other students is always so fun; I miss the office, it is always full with my noise and laugh; I miss sitting next to Vincent, although I always teased at him.

I miss everything in UTAR, regardless it is good or bad. But, new job isn’t so bad either. At least I know I know I will be able to learn new things here and one day, I will find something in TOA which is also very important for me. (^_^)

When I First Started Blogging~~~

Looking back at old blogs sometimes really bring back lots of memories. Today, I finally are able to access to my old blog again, this kind of made me feel excited and I start reading through some of my old entries and comments.

After reading, just noticed how bad my Chinese has became. Although I speak in Chinese very often, I rarely write in Chinese, I think it must be the reason. =_=

After reading my very first entry, I noticed that I actually start blogging since April 2005 then stop blogging in April 2006. And now, after so long, I have finally able to pull back my courage and start blogging again.

I started blogging under influential of friends and I also stop blogging because of them. One point of time, we had really bad relationship due to many reasons. In fact, it was published in one of the blogs written by them. Recall back, I still remember how injured and how hurt I used to be. At that time, disbelieve is only feeling in my heart. I could never imagine my so-call best friends could treat and comment me in such a way. I believed it must be the worst memories in my lifetime.

Nevertheless, I am glad that we are able to get over that period; I am glad that we could become friends again after that. Some people said that I was too forgiving, but friendship is all about forgiving, forgive what your friends had done to them, and accept them regardless of who they are. This is the kind of friendship that I believe in.

Throughout so many years, friends come and go. People grew up differently. When one reaches another period of their life, they will move on, it is impossible for them to wait for you at the same spot. I tried to grow together with them; however, sometimes it is just too difficult. Sometimes, people just evolve differently.

After so many trial and failure, I am not sure how long I can keep the happiness that I am having now, which is why I am cherishing every friendship more than anyone else. I believed that it is important to cherish it now, than regret it later when you have lost it. I don’t know if I am good at maintaining friendship, but I do believe that friends are something that one could never live without.

Now, I continue blogging because I wanted to share; I want to share my feelings to the people who care. Instead of feeling sad and down over something that has happened, I am learning to let go and focus on present, instead of past. What had happened is over, and what is more important now is the future. Now, I am not blogging for anyone, but for myself, to record my up and down, my happiness and sadness.

Dear friends, let’s salute and wish that our friendship will never ends.

100 Random Questions

1. How old will you be in five years?
28. Gosh! I am getting older and older~~

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Kim Lup, has been chatting on MSN since this morning~~

3. How tall are you?
150cm.

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Christmas Outing!!!

5. What’s the last movie you saw?
Bodyguard and Assassin.

6. Who was the last person you called?
Pau Lin, one of my colleagues at ISO Department, called her to follow up on the ISO documents.

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Eelaine, principal’s PA, to follow up with on the new syllabus's status. =_=

8. What was the last text message you received?
My boss, telling me that he will not be coming in to the office today.

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Can't recall.

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Normally to call, because I can get direct reaction.

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Trying to fall asleep.

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Married.

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
Erm... 1 months ago, before I start my new job.

14. What color are your eyes?
Dark brown.

15. What time did you wake up today?
I think it was 7.30am

16. What are you wearing right now?
Dark Green Formal Shirt with Black Pants.

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
All I want for Christmas - Olivia Olson

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Hanging out with friends.

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
When I am alone in a shopping mall.

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Japan~~ Have been wanting to go there for years~~

21. Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
Erm... Married with kids??

22. Do you tan or burn?
I think I am neither.

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Ghost, I think.

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Playing bowling and pool with Kelvin and Kim Lup. It was really fun though~~

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
The house in PJ - none.
The house in Johor - 3.

26. How big is your bed?
The house in PJ - Single
The house in Johor - Queen

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Both. Laptop doesn’t really belong to me though~~

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With my pyjamas.

29. What color are your sheets?
Blue.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Six. ^_^

31. If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
Buy a new queen size bed.

32. What was the last thing you bought?
A table lamp which was supposed to give to Phuah as his housewarming present.

33. Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
Erm... Fetch by someone, a definite yes. Ride by myself, only once, when my friend is trying to teach me how to ride.

34. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
I wish, but I have height phobia.

35. Do you have a garden?
No, but I always wanted one.

36. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Erm... Used to, but now forget already.

37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
I wish morning never come.

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Erm~~ High hues?

39. Are you a social person?
I think so~~

40. What was the last thing you ate?
Milo with crackers.

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Anywhere with nice ambient and good food.

42. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Of course not.

43. How many tattoos do you have?
None, wanted to get one, but have not pull out enough courage.

44. Who was the last person you ate dinner with? tomato or butternut squash
Boyfriend and his families, who happened to be my housemates as well. =_=

45. What's the farthest-away place you've been?
Erm... I think is Thailand.

46. Do you like Chinese food?
Yes.

47. Do you like coffee?
Definitely not.

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
About 4 litre.

49. What do you drink in the morning?
During breakfast? Milk. Yuckz!~ All for the healthy lifestyle~~

50. What non-banking related card in your wallet is the most valuable to you?
IC?

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Usually yes.

52. Are you a good cook?
Not too bad. ^_^

53. Do you like to cuddle?
YES!!~~

54. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Duh!~ I am a driver k?

55. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.

56. Is there anything going on this weekend?
Not for the moment. Anyone want to date me? kekeke~~

57. What do you miss about highschool, if anything?
Yes. The friendship.

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Yes, Wendy, but she is one year older than me.

59. Do you want kids?
Yes, of course!! I love kids!!

60. Do you speak any other languages?
Erm... Chinese, English, Malay, Cantonese, Japanese~~

61. Do you sing in the shower?
No, never.

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
No.

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Ocean~~

64. Which came first the chicken or the egg?
I refuse to answer this endless question.

65. How many keys on your key ring?
PJ House Keys - 6
Office Keys - 5
Car Keys - 2

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Definitely is FOOD!!!

67. Where would you retire to?
New Zealand~~

68. What kind of car do you drive?
Kancil Manual.

69. Can you roll your tongue?
Yes!

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
A lot of them are funny~~~

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
No.

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
Don't think so. Most of them are given to relatives.

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
My handphone.

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
No. Hehe~~

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Open, lazy to close~~

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
None!! But if I have to choose, I would choose bear~~

78. What is your favorite time of the day?
Night time, because it means relaxing time~~

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Ketchup sauce~~

80. What is your favorite food?
Erm... Cake, I think.

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
No, I don't know how~~

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
No~~ Really lucky right?

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
No, I will never allow that to happen.

84. What is your usual bedtime?
12 something, near to 1am.

85. What was the last book you read?
A Chinese novel by 古灵.

86. Do you read the newspaper?
Not really.

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
No.

89. Do you watch soap operas?
Yes.

90. Where did you grow up?
Batu Pahat, Johor.

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
My FM.

92. How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
I was born in Ipoh, so I guess around 2 hours drive.

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
Things to follow up with my boss when he comes in tomorrow.

94. Are you a morning person or a night owl?
Definitely a night owl.

95. What is your favorite board game?
Othello and International Chess.

96. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No.

97. Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
I think I can, but I am not sure.

98. Do you have pets?
Haihz!~ All are dead~~~

99. How many rings before you answer the phone?
If I am near the phone, one of two.

100. Do you like to dance?
Although I suck at dancing, I do love dancing.

Weight Loss Diary – Day 5

Date: 17/12/2009 (Thursday)

Breakfast
- 1 Sausage Bun

Lunch
- Milo with 5 crackers

Dinner
- Rice & Mee Hoon & Curry Chicken & Vegetables & Sambal Sotong
- Malay Kuih-Muih

Exercise- Stairs Climbing from Ground Floor to 3rd Floor – 7 times

Outcome
- Before: 47kg
- After: 46.5kg

Weight Loss Diary – Day 4

Date: 16/12/2009 (Wednesday)

Breakfast
- 1 Sausage Bun
- 300ml milk

Lunch
- Vegetables

Dinner
- Deep Fried Soft Shell Crab Salad
- Tiramisu Cake
- Chocolate Brownies

Exercise
- Stairs Climbing from Ground Floor to 3rd Floor – 8 times

Outcome
- Before: 47kg
- After: 47kg

=_= Now i really feel sooooo fat~~~

Weight Loss Diary – Day 3

Date: 15/12/2009 (Tuesday)

Breakfast
- 1 Sausage Bun
- 300ml milk (Yuckz!)

Lunch
- 1/2 bowl of rice
- Vegetarian dishes

Dinner
- 1 Sausage Bun

Exercise
- Stairs Climbing from Ground Floor to 1st Floor – twice

Outcome
- Before: 48kg
- After: 47kg

Weight Loss Diary – Day 2

Date: 14/12/2009 (Monday)

Breakfast
- 1 Sausage Bun

Lunch
- 3 Types of Vegetables
- 2 Fried Mushrooms
- 1 Sausage Bun
- 1 Chocolate Panna Cotta

Dinner
- Vegetables Steamboat with few fish balls
- 1 Bowl of Ice-Cream (It is a true crime~~~)

Exercise
- Stairs Climbing from Ground Floor to 1st Floor – 6 times
- 500ml Exercise Tea

Outcome
- Before: 48.5kg
- After: 48kg

Honesty Survey~~

My friend has tag me for this survey and now here we go~~

Honesty Survey

1. Honestly, what is on your mind?
- Food~~ Particularly on the steamboat dinner tonight~~

2. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
- Hehe~~ Blogging, FB-ing, MSN-ing

3. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
- Appearance? Ok lar~~ but there is still space for improvement.
- Personality? Yes to other people. (^_^)

4. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
- Not being productive during office hours~~ hehe~~

5. Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?
- Yes, when I was a kid and when I used to have Astro.

6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
- If this question was asked yesterday, then it will be a big yes!! I was jealous with those people who were playing mahjong at KS’s house. (^_’)

7. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
- Outing with friends, sleep-over at friends’ house, and mahjong!!! (^___^)

8. Honestly, have you brushed your teeth today?
- Duh~ Of course lar~~

9. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
- Yes.

10. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
- Yes.

11. Honestly, are you loyal?
- Honesty, I don’t really know.

12. Honestly, are you in denial?
- Yes.

13. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
- Dining table.

14. Honestly, do you like anyone?
- Yes.

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
- Talk to other people or sleep if there is no one to talk to.

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
- Erm... Scold a person in public for about an hour?

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
- Don’t think so gua~~ unless ex-boyfriend counts lar~~

*Crying Section*

1. When was the last time you cried your heart out?
- Couple of months ago, when both of my grandfathers passed away. 

2. Cried yourself to sleep?
- Yes. But it was couple of years ago.

3. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
- No, but I will scream. Hehe~~

4. Do certain songs make you cry?
- “Yu Jian” and “Canon-in-D”, but not anymore

5. What usually makes you cry?
- Relationship, regardless is love, friend or family.

*Happy Section*

1. Are you normally a happy person?
- Yes, but can be rather negative sometimes. (^_^)

2. What can make you happy?
- Outing with friends, sleep-over at friends’ house, and mahjong!!! (^___^) (I thought I answered this question just now already~~)

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
- Of course!!!

*Self-Esteem Section*

1. Do you believe in yourself?
- Depends, but I am learning to believe in myself more. (^_^)

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you believe them?
- Sometimes.

3. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, and gross?
- No. I am felt that I could be skinner.


For those of you who are reading this entry now, YES, you are now TAG. Takkan you read my secret without giving me any returns meh~~ Come come~~ Share your secrets with me too~~ I am really very looking forward for it wor~~ Don’t try to hide from me ya~~ I know who is reading my blog~~ (^_^)

Weight Loss Diary – Day 1

Date: 13 December 2009 (Sunday)

Breakfast
- 1 Fuji Apple

Lunch
- 5 mouthful of pan mee
- 6 mouthful of vegetables

Dinner
- 1 stick of unagi
- 1 egg
- Few mouthful of miso soup
- ¾ rice

Exercise
- Dumbbell exercise – 15 times each hand

Outcome
- 1 kg gone in next morning

Weight Before: 49.5kg
Weight After: 48.5kg

Specially for you~~~

Once in awhile,
I felt that I do not fit in;
I felt that I do not belong in their world;
I felt that they do not need me here;
I felt that they might be happier without me here;
I felt that another girl is more welcomed than me;
I felt that there is no need for me to talk, and
I felt jealous…

And so,
I felt that I am not likable;
I started doubting myself;
I felt that it is a sin to have such feelings;
I felt that it is all my fault of thinking this way.

It is especially painful when I see you treat her that way,
Like there is no much difference from how you treat me;
It is especially painful when I see all of you are so attracted to her,
Like I am just someone who is not important.
When you tell me there is nothing between us,
But you just keep doing things that make me think.

But then, I start telling myself that,

It is normally for me to feel so.
All girls will need attention.
I am just not used with the newcomer that just joined us.
I am just not used to her having more attention than me.
It is normal and it is not a sin.
Day after day, one day, I will be able to treat her as part of us.

I am sure that I will able to do it.
It is just a phrase of life, where I am lost.
With the support from friends,
Knowing that they will always be with me,
It is more important than anything else in the world.

As for you,
If you cannot treat me that way that I want,
I would rather to let go.
I know it will take time,
But I will definitely recover,
From the wound that caused by you.

One day,
I will be able to stand still,
Looking proud at you,
Telling you that I have moved on,
And found someone better,
Someone who appreciates me,
Someone who does not confused me,
Someone who loves me as much as I do.

优子姓名学 - Personality Analysis

陈俐云的内在想法
Inner Thoughts of Tan Li Yun

1）脑筋比较保守死板，不容易变通。
Rigid and conversative, resist to change.

2) 外表温驯文静的样子，但是外柔内刚型。
Appears to be gentle and quiet, but actually she has an iron hand in a velvet glove.

3) 讲求道理，对就是对、不对就是不对，不能容忍放水。
Have strong principle, cannot tolerate point shaving.

4) 不喜欢冒险，喜欢安定有保障的生活。
Don't like to take rish, like secure and stable life.

5) 吃软不吃硬，只要对方态度放软就会跟着心软。
Open to persuasion but not to coercion, once the other party soften the attitude, her heart will soften.


陈俐云的外在行为
Behaviours of Tan Li Yun

1) 外表温柔内心倔强的人，内心严重缺乏安全感。
Appear to be soft, but stubborn and lack of sense of security.

2) 占有欲会显得比较强烈，常常会不安。
Possessive and restless.

3) 事情会自己全部揽起来做，比较劳碌命。
Will do everything by herself.

4）有时太爱计较，让自己很累。
Sometimes too calculative, make yourself very tired.

5) 个性比较保守，做事相对也比较安分。
More conversative, will not go beyond ones bounds be law-abiding.

Thursday + Friday

Dinner at Ah Cheng Laksa -> Ice-cream at Lecka-Lecka -> “Princess and the Frog” at Cathay Cineleisure -> Yam Cha at Look up Point, Ampang -> Yam Cha at Connaught, Cheras -> Mahjong Session at Kok Sheng’s house (Plus a short one hour nap in between) -> Lunch at Gombak -> Chit-chatting at DSA, KL Campus -> Booth setting for UTAR Open Day -> Short nap in Sick Bay, DSA, KL Campus -> Cone Pizza Dinner at Sri Rampai -> Campus Tour at KL Campus -> Memory Recapping at the “Park” in TBR (Jenn, Jo, VY, I am sure that you know which park I am talking about.) -> Mahjong session at Kok Sheng’s house -> Reached home at around 11.15pm -> Sleep at around 12.15am

Yes, and so I am dead tired now, with sore throat and slight flu.

It seems like I am having a lot of social activities recently. I must say that I really do enjoyed all the them; enjoyed the accompany from friends; enjoyed chit-chatting with them; enjoyed laughing together with them; enjoyed sharing food and drinks with them (Nasi Lemak, Asam Laksa, Curry Laksa, Cone Pizza and of course the Ice Cream~~); enjoyed watching movie with them (although Kim Lip, Kelvin and Kok Sheng may find me quite distracting, hehe~~); enjoyed the beautiful night view with them (sorry that I always give last minute instruction to stop), enjoyed taking photography with them, and of course enjoyed the mahjong session with them~~

After recapping, Suddenly felt all the negative conditions (tired, sore throat, headache) are worth it.

P/S: Thank you to those of you who tried your hardest to call me Li Yun, instead of Ms Li Yun after reading my blog, I really appreacite it, but please do not try too hard. Things doesn't change in one night, so please slowly take your step. ^^

You Are Just YOU!!! The only YOU!!

Sometimes did you ever wonder why you are not as good as other people? Sometimes did you ever wonder what your talent is? When seeing all the friends surrounding you is particularly good at something, looking back at yourself, seems like you have nothing at all, there is nothing that you can feel proud of yourself. I also used to think like this. In fact, once in awhile, this pessimistic thought will still pop up in my heart~~ But, I will chase it away immediately, because I know what I have and what I should proud of now.

When I was in primary school, I was a very very quiet girl. (It sounds not very convincing right? I know, but trust me, it is the truth.) All I did during recess is just sat in the classroom alone, reading my books. Most of my primary schoolmates are pretty, smart, intelligent, outspoken and active. (In fact more than half of them are already married.) A lot of them are either involve in ballet, dancing, or singing. Even if they are not involved in those activities, they will be good at studies, drawing, presentation, or story telling. Looking back at myself, I am good at none of these, which efficiently pulled down my self esteem.

When I proceeded to secondary school, although I became more outspoken and more active in joining activities, my self-esteem was still not high. I have 2 best friends, Yah and Wen. Yah is a super intelligent students, she is always the top scorer in class; whereas Wen has always been a perfect housewife, she is good in anything that has to do with house. As for me, I excel in neither.

The worst time in my life, must be my university life. I choose PR. I entered the course with the mind set that PR is a very easy course, all I need to do is just to talk, how naive is that? I entered the course without knowing that there are a lot of art involved and frankly speaking, I sucks at art. I am the only person cannot produced the art work properly; I am the only person who can't draw. I think I must be the only person in class that needed Jenn to help me to fix it before submitting.

My best friends in university are Jo, Jenn, VY, Chew Lay and Candy.

Jo and Jenn is good at anything that has to do with arts - playing piano/ organ, singing, dancing, designing, drawing, photography, posing and etc. Jenn can even do ballet and Taekwondo. Their creative ideas always come so fast, sometimes I found it really difficult to catch up with them. Being around them, sometimes I felt really little; I felt that I don't belong in their world. I don't share the same common sense with them and sometimes I don't even have the same interest with them. A lot of time when I am around them, I don't know what to say at all. I was always too afraid to open my month; I was too scared that I might make myself looked stupid or I might say the wrong things.

VY is always intelligent in playing with her words. Sometimes, what she said really amazed you. She is always able to say something that you never expected.

Chew Lay and Candy are always the centre of the attention. They are so special and pretty, almost every guy will lay their eyes on them. Both of them are skinny and attractive, which is something that I could never achieve.

Kelvin, I am writing this blog entry is because I want you to know that I also used to have such feelings, feeling that I am not as good as other people, feeling that I have nothing to be proud at.

However, I have learned something very important throughout these years. Friendship is the most important thing that we should feel proud at. Having talents or special abilities are not the reasons why people likes you, and of course are not the reason why you get friends. People likes you only because you are you, the ONLY special you.

I am sure that I will never meet another Kelvin that is just like you. A person who is as hardworking, as kind, as gentle, as naughty, as intelligent, as talkative (when you want to be, i.e. FB or MSN) as you. There will not be another Kelvin who will like camhoring as much you. There will not be another Kelvin who goes through all these fun time with us.

I want you to know that, you are special to me; you are special to all of us. Stop wondering that what you have to be proud of, because I can tell you right now, it is us, a group of friends will always support you no matter what happen. You should feel proud and happy that you have us, just like how much we are proud of you. ^_^

Sheau Ling's Wedding - Ipoh

I went to Ipoh for Sheau Ling’s wedding last weekend, it is truly an enjoyable trip, and I have not been having so much fun for such a long time. Attending friends’ wedding with a bunch of crazy students aka friends is really a totally different experience from every single wedding that I have ever attended.

During the wedding, we sat together to laugh and to discuss on the songs that we specially dedicated to Sheau Ling. This is the first time that I actually volunteer myself to go on stage together with them. The spirit among them just makes me feel that it is okay to do it and I should not feel shy about it.

After the dinner, KS brought us around Ipoh and ate the famous “nga choi gai” and “gai si ho fan”. We also went yam cha at the river side and tasted the sourest Lemon Plum Juice that I ever tasted, also very nice Banana Milk Shake with fruits-that-I-do-not-know-what-it-called. After that, of course is the mahjong session. We played mahjong until midnight, and then we continue playing until Killer until morning. Isn’t that really crazy?

The next day, after we woke up, we are able to taste KS’s mother’s superb sushi. The sushi is even nicer than any sushi that I have eaten. After the late breakfast, we went back to mahjong and Killer again. Lolz!~ We just played and played until it is late afternoon, until it is finally time for us to go back KL. We changed then go for late lunch before we depart to Kampar.

When we reached Kampar, another car is not here yet. Since I never had a proper visit to Kampar, Suet Yee, Ken, and Kelvin decided to bring me around. I visited the Westlake Houses and also a park next to the lake. Studying in Kampar is really relaxing and I wish that I will have the opportunity to study here too, too bad that I have already graduated. (>_<)

After we reached KL, we decided to visit Subang Airport and have dinner at Fullhouse. Then of course is the camhoring session again. Haha! It has been such a long time that I never met people who likes to take photography as much as me. Lolz!~ Playing around with all the furniture and the accessories in Fullhouse are really so fun!! The foods are also not bad. I will definitely recommend here when there is next friends gathering.

Spending time together with this bunch of students aka friends really fun and make me feel fun. (Not that I am very much older than them.) After I resigned from DSA, I am no longer their DSA officer. There is no necessity for me to keep a distance with them, now I can just let go my heart and be their friends. After I graduated, I never thought that I can do all these crazy things again; yam cha until morning; played mahjong and killer until morning; planned a night outing together; planned a paintball outing, all of this used to be so far from me, now it became so near. I really wish that this friendship will last, and we can have more fun in the future. One day, I will become Li Yun, but not Ms Li Yun anymore. ^^