Sick Again!!!

I can't believe I am sick again!!! Can I have a break before CNY???!!!! CNY suppose to be the festival for us to enjoy all the fun, food, Ang Pau, and of cos SNACK!!! Now, because of I am sick, I technically can't eat anything!!!!

Few days ago, I was having sorethroat after I ate half of the whole bar of Cadbury Chocolate (Note: I dun really like eating Chocolate. Not even ice-cream and sweet. I can't even drink Coke or Pepsi). Anyway, I was in a bad mood that day. Apparently, chocolate makes you happy (which is a lie to me now!!!), so I decided to try it on.

The next day when I wake up and try to digged myself out the bed, I realise I got really bad sorethroat, which really scared me. The next day, it got worse. Finally, when I decided to go see doctor in that particular night (which is yesterday), it became all fine. I was so happy and immediately dragged Sze Yah and Jolene go IKEA with me.

At the same night, disaster happen on me AGAIN. That night, I start to have serious coughing and badly flu. I wouldn't mind if I am just flu and coughing. But obviously no one is going to be happy if they cough until they CAN'T BREATH!!!! YES!!!! I CAN'T BREATH FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT. In the end, I couldn't at all until this morning!!!

Finally, for the first time, to pull myself out from this miserable stage, I voluntary go and see doctor tonight!!!

Tragedy!!!

Today, I happened to read something that make me feel so sad and down.

I have been surfing online to find some research information for our assignment... One of the assignment topic that I choose is "Don't Drink and Drive Campaign" in Malaysia. So I try to read through all the web page that had come out, and I happen to go into this web page...
http://paultan.org/archives/2005/10/02/gory-car-crash

Before anyone of you go in to this web site, I have to warn you all that the info in this web page is really unpleasant, it could even be disturbing, as my mood really become really down after I read it. So think twice before you go in!!!!

This web site let me think back the accident that I meet last year (I think everyone who read my blog should know about that as well, right? So I won't do more explaination on this.) I suddenly think I am so lucky for still living in this world. We also crash the lorry, but the difference we crash the side, while they crash from the back.

I won't comment more on whose fault in the accident, as I were not there, and it'll be unfair for the victims if I just comment due to my own assumptions. Anyway, this is really a sad tragedy.

I really can't imagine how the poor guy going to live on in this kind of situation. He indirectly killed his gf and his friend. Even if he did it unintentionally, he is still going to suffer. I could understand that feeling, cos after my accident, I also did wondered, what if I am the only person to live on, I would be really sad. Let alone he saw it by his own eyes how his friends died.

I am not only pity the poor girls that died, but also the guy. What he going to suffer is worse, he is going to suffer for the whole life. Maybe a lot of people might think he is a murderer, but, I don't think he will want to do that. If he had a choice, if everything could start over again, I think he would do something different, maybe drive slower or what.

After I read this web page, I really feel like, I have to be more careful next time when I am driving. This is the pictures that will forever stay in my mind, and as a reminder to myself that this is what happen when you drive recklessly.