Tuesday, August 15, 2006

还记得,那时的我们,一开始时抱着要回家的心,诚心的请它回去。可是,再过了很久15分钟后,他不但没有回去的迹象,还越转越快。看着转得越来越快得笔,十二岁的我们除了害怕,还是害怕!就在这时,学校的大钟响了起来,“咚咚咚”,一共十二下。。。大钟每敲一下,我们的心也跳快一下。

这时,我也记不起是谁,就忽然跳起来,往外跑去。而有了他的带头,剩余的我们当然也不愿留下,大家也不管请不回去的后果,就一股脑地往外跑。而我,当然也是逃跑的人之一。但是,在这次的逃跑行动中,我却做了和大家不同的事!

我。。。。回头看了一眼。。。。远远的,我仿佛看到有一个白色的影子在对我微笑。。。。这下子,我刻可吓傻了。。。除了更卖力的跑外,我不知我还可以做什么。。。。 当时,我心里只有一个念头。。。。就是快点跑,不要让他追上。。。。

他有没有追上我不知道,因为当时我们已经什么也做不了了,除了跑到安全的地方。。。。这时,有一个跑在前面的人叫了起来,原来他扭到脚了,跌下楼梯。。。这到底是意外呢?还是。。。那时,我想无论发生什么事,我们都会把他和灵异事件联想在一起吧!所以,我们急急把她扶起,在继续往大门口跑去。。。。

而一到门口,一看到我们的父母,我们立刻放声大哭,简直把父母给吓坏了。。。。无论他们怎么问,我们也不肯说。最后再问不出结果的情况下,他们就当作是我们小朋友吵架了。就只好把我们带上车了。

回到家里后, 当天有在场的朋友,全都一个一个生病了。可能是中邪,可能是吓坏了,也可能是心理作用,原因也已经是不可追究了。

这件事情后,大家有好一段时间都不敢再碰笔仙之类的东西,毕竟被吓怕了嘛!

可是,时间是会让一切淡忘的。

上了中学后,我也已经慢慢忘了这件事。

这一天,一走进教室,就发现一大群朋友全部围在一起,好像正在讨论着什么东西般。在好奇心的驱使下,我也缓缓走向他们。原来。。。他们正在玩笔仙。而一早有了这方面经验的我,也静静地在一旁看着。

在大家不停的重复着 “笔仙,笔仙,请你上来。。。” 一段时间后,那支笔也慢慢开始动了。。。像往常般的,大家问了几个问题后,就把他请回去了。毕竟是第一次,我向大家都不会有勇气玩久一点吧!

由于老师第一节没来,大家边兴致勃勃地坐在一起讨论刚才的经历,那种笔在你手里动,而你又控制不了那枝笔的无力感,这些都带给他们很新奇的感受。说着说着,不知是谁,忽然把话题转到我身上。

“云,听说你和这些东西很有缘,往往一请就可以把他们请上来哦。。。”
“是又怎样呢,你们可别打我的主意哦!”
“求求你吧!就露一手给我们看嘛!满足一下我们的好奇心!”
“才不要!我干嘛要做这种事情啊!”
“还是。。。。只是是骗人的,你肯本就没有那么厉害!哈哈哈!原来你也不过如此啊!” 说完,大家也跟着笑了起来。
“请就请!让你知道我的厉害!” 在大家的一激下,怒气冲天的我,已经忘了过去的教训,想都没想,就答应它们了。

一直到我手上拿着笔时,我才知道后悔,可是那时已经没有回头路了,因为大家都围在我身边,一副准备看好戏的嘴脸。果然,不出我所料,我才念几次,就把他请上来了。在胡乱问了几个问题后,我就迫不及待的要把他请回去,这是和我一起玩的朋友竟然问了他一个我意想不到的问题!

“你现在站在什么地方?”



那枝笔在中间转了转后,就停在我的面前。。。。我还记得,当时所有人马上都静下来了,同一时间的把头转向我身后,也慢慢的离我越来越远,让那种诡异的气氛伸到更高点。而我,也有一种背发凉的感觉。。。。

这是我已经顾不了其他人了,直接就开始的念起了请他回去的咒语,“笔仙,笔仙,请你回去!”朋友在呆了一会儿后,也跟着一起念。。。。

感觉上好像已经过了一世纪那么久,终于。。。。那枝笔也停止活动了。。。。 而我,也松了一口气。。。因为当时,我是那么的害怕,害怕像之前那般,请不回去。。。。

而之后,大家也当成没事发生过般,继续谈天,只不过,谁也没有提起笔仙了!然后,大家也自自然然上课,回家。

可是,当天晚上,我就发了一个很奇怪的梦。在梦里,一位白衣女子一直远远的望着我,对我摇头叹气。而就在我想要走进他时,我就这么醒了。通常,我睡醒后,梦里的情景通常只会留下一个模糊的印象。可是,这一次,我竟然能把梦里的情景记的一清二楚。而梦里的那位白衣女子,感觉。。。。很熟悉。。。。好像在哪儿见过他一样。。。可是,无论我怎么想,就是想不起。

慢慢的,我也忘了这个梦了!

这一天,又是农历七月了,又是一个让大家心慌慌的季节。这时候,学校也发生不少灵异事件。这些灵异时间就留待我下次再告诉你们吧!这个故事的重点是“请鬼游戏”!

这一天,老师又缺席了。而我们一群女生当然又是围在一起叽叽喳喳咯!

正当大家聊得正开心时,其中一位朋友的脸色忽然变了,忽然变得好严肃!由于她一向来是个乐观、开朗的女生,我们根本没有在他脸上看过这种神情。。。。所以,我们就马上静下来了,问他发生了什么事。

他不过是看了大家一眼,就把目光停留在我身上。然后,就说了一句我们完全预想不到的话。

“你以后绝对不可以玩笔仙了!” 这时得我只觉得莫名其妙,为什么朋友会忽然提起这件事呢?
“你为什么忽然说起这件事,我们之前不是谈得好好的吗?”
“你别管我!你只要答应我以后不准再玩笔仙!” 这时,很诡异的忽然吹起一阵大风,把门吹得“嘭嘭嘭”,不停的敲向墙壁。。。。
那时候我和身边的人都被这种阴森的气氛吓倒了,“不要再说了啦!风越吹越大了!感觉好恐怖哦!”
怎知,他竟然说,“我是故意的,这样你才会知道怕!上次你十二岁那年吓不到你,后来再一次一次的吓你,你也不会怕!这次你总该怕了吧!说!你以后还敢玩笔仙吗?”
他还没说完,我就已经开始吓得大哭了。他一说完,我马上就大喊着,“不敢了!不敢了!以后都不玩了!”
“这样就好。。。记得你答应过的事情,不然我还会回来找你的!”

他一说完,风便停了,而那位朋友却一脸白痴的看着我,不停的问我发生了什么事,我干吗哭了起来。而另一位朋友,便马上告诉他刚才发生的事情。而他听完后,也只是一脸恍然的看着我们,完全无法记得他做过这种事。看着他的表情,我们就知道刚才他被上身了,而我,竟然被“鬼”警告了!而大家也开始七言八语的叫我去拜神,问神。毕竟在七月发生了这种事,是很不吉利的。

后来,问了神后才知道。。。。原来那位女鬼是我去世多年的姑姑,在我十二岁那年,刚好把他请了上来。由于他知道玩笔仙的严重后果,所以当时他就想要把我给吓走,让我以后都不敢再玩笔仙。可是,由于担心我还是会不听话,会把其他危险的鬼请上来,所以放弃了几次投胎机会,执意要留在我身边。。。。。

就在他终于可以放心去投胎时,我就在朋友激下,再玩多一次了,而失望的他只好进入我的梦中,希望我会认得他。可是,很遗憾的,他去世时,我还太小,所以根本就没什么印象。终于等到鬼月了,而他的力量也大大增加了,他也有机会可以上我的朋友身,亲自教训我。由于要确保我的朋友不受太大伤害,她大大消耗了自己的阴气,现在。。。。。他已经魂飞魄散了。

泪流满面的我,除了后悔之外,也已经不能做什么了,只能暗自答应姑姑,我永远都不会在碰笔仙了。就算在学校碰到其他人玩,我也会去制止他们,告诉她们我的故事,我姑姑为了我而牺牲的故事。。。。。

现在,我把故事告诉你们。。。。你们要记住。。。。前往不要去玩哦!我很幸运。。。。有爱我的姑姑为我牺牲。。。。可是,那种悔恨是一辈子也抹杀不掉的。。。。切记。。。。切记。。。。。

写后语:呼!终于写完了!其实写到最后,故事已经开始虚构的了,我当然没有那么伟大为我牺牲的姑姑。可是,我却是真的有朋友被上身而警告我。为了想要为故事多增加一些色彩,所以就自己多家“姑姑”的故事进去,希望大家不要介意哦!

Thursday, April 27, 2006

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当两个朋友之间的关系一天比一天疏离时,很有什么能做吗?
当泪从眼里流下,为两人的结局感到悲哀时,她又在想着什么呢?
当你已经被这种变化压得喘不过气时,要怎样才能让自己好过一点呢?
当发现两人之间有了问题,又不知问题出在哪里,那种彷徨有试过吗?
当你想把事情弄清楚,却不知该如何开口,该怎么做呢?

当两人感情出现问题时,或许不见面会比较好吧!
当两人继续见面,却又明显的看出有问题时,那气氛只能更尴尬!

世上真的没有永恒的感情吗?
感情真的经不起时间的考验吗?

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

射手座??

有人说射手座的女孩乐观,可是我总是被一些身边的人和事打乱心情。

有人说射手座的女孩活泼,可是偶尔我却想静静的一个人独处。

有人说射手座的女孩坦率,可是我似乎无法轻易的对人说出我的看法。

有人说射手座的女孩多才多艺,有很高的智慧,可是我怎么好象什么都不会!

有人说射手座的女孩个性敏感,可是我总是轻易的相信一个人。

有人说射手座的女孩花心,可是我一旦爱上了,却能够爱他一辈子。

那我是什么星座的呢?

Meaningful!!!

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
小心讀每一個,再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你,但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手,觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人,但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人,讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭,要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人,你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找,最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

心,从来没有象现在那样颤抖过,
心,从来没有象现在那么不知所措,
心,从来没有象现在那么不受控制。

你的每一句话,每一个动作,每一个微笑,
都有打动我的魔力。

当你温柔的抚摸着我,
当你温柔的吻着我,
我总无法控制自己的心跳,
心跳频率总会不由自主地加快。

当你轻轻地拥抱着我,
当你在我耳边细语,
我的心总轻易地为你沦陷。

当看着你温柔的笑脸,
嘴角也不由自主地跟着上扬,
仿佛你的笑容是我最大的幸福。

你呢?在我无法克制的爱着你时,
你的心是不是也属于我呢?

如何让你遇见我

如何让你遇见我,
在我最美丽的时刻,为这,
我已在佛前,求了五百年,
求它让我们结一段尘缘。

佛于是把我化作一棵树,
长在你必经的路旁,
阳光下慎重的开满了花,
朵朵都是我前世的盼望。

当你走近,请你细听,
颤抖的叶是我等待的泪水。

而当你终于无视的走过,
在你身后落了一地的,
朋友啊!那不是花瓣,
那是我凋零的心!

???

在不久以前,有一个我很爱很爱的男生对我说:“你的眼睛很漂亮!很有光彩!”。第一次听到男生这样对我说,而且还是我很爱很爱的男生,我当然很开心。

我也很爱看他的眼神!在他的眼里,我看见了他对我的爱,对我的包容,对我的宠爱!在那一刻,我深深的感觉到自己是世上最最最幸福的女人。他不是我第一个爱的人,但他却是我最不想失去的人。

所以,我好怕,好怕失去他,好怕我再也看不见那样深情的眼神,好怕我再也不能拥抱他,好怕总有一天他会用同样的眼神看着其他女生。

我听说世上最容易伤人的,就是习惯!

我已经习惯他在我身边,轻轻的拥抱着我,轻声的在我耳边细语。我已经习惯每天一早醒来看见的就是他的笑容。我已经习惯在每晚睡前,笑着对他说晚安。这些种种的习惯,让我越来越不舍得他,也越来越怕失去他。

过去种种的经验,让我对自己失去信心,让我认为自己似乎没有资格去爱。我好爱他!我真的好爱他!可是,他会不会也象其他人一样,迟早对我厌倦呢?我相信他对我的爱,可是这份浓烈的爱,是不是迟早也会消失呢?

我或许可以轻易为别人解决困扰他们的爱情问题,可是我却对自己本身的心理问题无计可施。我爱的他是我遇上最好的他,可是正因为如此,我好想好好的珍惜他,可是我却怕自己没有那个能力,好怕会把他气走。

第一个男朋友说我刁蛮,第二个男朋友说我任性,我真的是如此吗?我已经无法确定,我已经不知道自己是怎样的女朋友。如果真的如他们所说,他能忍受吗?我好怕!我真的好怕!正因为自己如此爱他,才那么怕会失去他!

Monday, April 17, 2006

No direction sense ~_~

Once again, it proves that I have no direction sense today.

Today is we suppose to celebrate Teck Yong's birthday for him. We have decided to celebrate it at Galaxie in Puchong first.

Therefore, all of us decided to gather at Serdang KTM while Teck Yong come and pick us up. After we all gathered, we go through a horrible traffic jam and finally reach Puchong.

Then we start singing and singing from 1pm to 9.30pm. There are only four of us ok? All of us sing until want vomit already, no matter how much we like to sing, there is still already too much for us.

Then at 9.30pm, we decided to catch up a movie at Sunway Pyramid, and they decided to watch a JAPANESE HORROR MOVIE. I always feel very scare of watching horror movie, especially those that come from Japan.

After the movie, all of us are damn hungry, as we did not have dinner, unless popcorn is counted. Then from Sunway, we drove to Subang Asia Cafe to have our dinner. After the dinner, we decided to go back, as all of us are already half dying.

We decided to sent Sze Yah back first, as she is alone, and it is quite late already. In order to sent her back, we need to get to Federal Highway. However, we take the wrong turning. So instead of going to Klang, we go back to PJ instead. Therefore, we need to find a place to U-turn at Federal Highway. Therefore, we drove all the way to Station Universiti (PJ) to U-turn.

Finally we reached Klang already. After we drop Sze Yah, now again we need to figured out how to get back to PJ. According to Sze Yah, we need to go straight, pass a T-junction, go straight and turn left at the traffic light. Then go straight until we see a "Brother" signboard, then turn right. Go straignht, pass a toll and we will reach Federal Highway already.

First, we missed the "Brother" turning, we almost go all the way to Pelabuhan Klang. Then we U-turn and take the right turn. However, somehow Sze Yah gave us the wrong information, we go straight and we somehow ends up in Klang town again. Again, we have to U-turn, and we gets into god-knows-what highway. (I think is Sungai Besi Highway)

Then we decided to just follow the signboard. And somehow we ends up at a Kelana Jaya turning, and again we missed the turning. In the end, we decided to follow the Subang Jaya way, and unbelievable, we ends up at Federal Highway again. We thought we are safe and finally can go home already. We suppose to take the second turning to get back to PJ, I ter-ask Teck Yong to take first turning instead, so we ends up in LDP. Anyway, after we take such a big round, we finally reach home at 3.00am. (And we leaved Asia Cafe at 1.30am).

Wednesday, March 8, 2006

无可否认的,人都会有优缺点。但,为什么大部分人都选择专注于人的缺点?如果,你多想想身边的人的优点,不是开心多了吗?

人,总是在不经意时伤害了身边亲密、重要的人。而当人被伤害后,总是只记得自己被伤害的多么惨,并开始恨对方,往往忘了之前的甜蜜。其实,不过是人一时的错误,而演变成两人之间无法补偿的关系,值得吗?

男人,总是一厢情愿的认为只要以行动来表达自己的爱意便绰绰有余了,爱是不轻易说出口的。但,这种情况却往往让两人的感情缺乏沟通。男人,试想想,当你尽心尽力为女人着想时,女人看不到,也听不到。你们当然不会去向她邀功,而同时也没有人会去告诉女人,你们想她们怎么知道呢?

男人,本来就是不善于表达的动物,在语言沟通上,他们也总是占劣势。在多次无法成功对女人表达出自己的想法后,他们最后选择完全不说。而,女人则开始认为男人不在乎她,问题也开始产生了。

男人,甚少直接给予女人一个答案。他们总爱在兜了一个大圈子后,才让女人了解他们在想些什么。女人,已经开始步入敢爱敢恨的境界,女人能够尽力把心里所想的告诉男人。而,男人永远都做不到这一点。

Streamyx!!!!

Finally, I could online AT HOME!!!!!

Actually I apply at last Friday... But apparently I could be only activate this Tuesday...

After being patient, Tuesday finally reach... After making a few calls, finally able to actuvate. We realized that our connection line got problem... There is no DSL light at all... After making the report, it still seems no improvement...

After making another report at TM point today, and wait for a few hours, finally it can online now...

Friday, March 3, 2006

I LOVE single!
I LOVE to be free!
I LOVE to together with my friends!
I LOVE to do anything that I want to do...

But sometimes...
I HOPE I have a boyfriend..
I HOPE there is someone care for me...
I HOPE there is someone love me...
I HOPE I have someone to rely on...
I think I am recover...
I look fine...
I still look as cheerful as before...

My heart seems like have chase you out...
I hope it did...
I pray it did...

But why my mood is still so bad?
Recently I seems like just not myself...
Very east to get tired...
Keep feeling depress...
Having really bad mood...
Even no mood to study mid-term and do assignment...

What happen to me?
I dun like the me like this..
I hate being like this...

Nothing big happen to me...
At least I think there is nothing...
Except that he rejected me...
Except that it is time for me to give up...

I understand that it is over...
I understand that I should let go...

And I decided to let go...
Set him free...
Set myself free...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Resume Photo~~~

Finally, it's time for me to go for industrial training already...

Just finish typing (or rather aligning) my resume... My resume is horrible... It took me such a long time successfully align it nicely... I think I would be the only person with 5 pages resume in the class, I hope I don't my supervisor.

Anyway, there is one thing that we sure need for our resume, which is called.... PHOTO!!! Yes!!! We need a pastport size photo... Since all my previous photo are all so ugly, we decided to take a new one...

So last Sunday, we took cab to SS2, we went in the shop and ask for the price. It charged us RM13 for 4 photos, and RM1 for the digital copy... It is so bloody expensive... But well... We are despirate... We need to hand in the resume in two days time.

After we re-take for like three, four times, both Jo and I give up already... Because no matter what we do, we just look damn ugly in the photos... In the end, we just pay and leave...

Yesterday, immediately when we reach home. We changed to formal, and decided to take it by ourselves and photoshop it... It looks better... But... I still look so damn ugly...

I really dun understand... I normally look rather ok when I taking others pics... How come I dun look nice at all in this photo.

Monday, February 20, 2006

遇到~~

1. 遇到你真的愛的人時 要努力爭取和他相伴一生的機會
因為當他離去時.一切都來不及了.......

2. 遇到可相信的朋友時 要好好和他相處下去
因為在人的一生中.可遇到知己真的不易

3. 遇到人生中的貴人時 要記得好好感激
因為他是你人生的轉折點

4. 遇到曾經愛過的人,記得微笑向他感激
因為他是讓你更懂愛的人

5. 遇到曾經恨過的人時 要微笑向他打招呼
因為他讓你更加堅強

6. 遇到曾經背叛你的人時要跟他好好聊一聊
因為若不是他今天你不會懂這世界

7. 遇到曾經偷偷喜歡的人時 要祝他幸福唷!
因為你喜歡他時 不是希望他幸福快樂嗎?

8. 遇到匆匆離開你人生的人時要謝謝他走過你的人生
因為他是你精采回憶的一部分

9. 遇到曾經和你有誤會的人時 要趁現在解清誤會
因為你可能只有這一次機會解釋清楚

10.遇到現在和相伴一生的人要百分百感謝他愛你
因為你們現在都得到幸福和真愛

把握

一頓歷時89分鐘,價值274元的晚餐。
一對男女戀人步出餐廳。
男的吃這頓飯吃得好辛苦,
因他85分鐘都用了來想著公司的那份計劃書該怎樣做,
幸好女的一點也不發覺他心不在焉。

女的對男的說:「現在不算太晚,你不用送我了,我自己回家吧。」
明天就要交計劃書的男友,"立刻"答:「好呀!那你小心點了,回家致電給我 吧。再見。」
男的飛快回家, 去埋首他的工作,他不停的做直致電話響起。
他看看鐘原來已經半夜三 時許,
是誰這麼夜來電?

他接過電話,
原來是他的未來外母:
「我女兒現在還沒回家,你不 是和她去了吃飯嗎'她怎樣了,我好怕......」
男的才記起女的說回到家後會致電他報 平安,
但現在已經夜半二、三時她為什麼還不回家。
男的心亂如麻,最後還是報警求助 。

去到警局,
警員問他: [ 她失蹤時的衣著是'」
男的:「這...她......想不起來...」
警員:「不打緊,你先放鬆一下,那衣服的顏色總會記得吧'藍色' 紅色'」
男的:「我...我只想著份計劃書,吃飯也低下頭...我不曾看過她的...」
警員:「她的髮型呢'長髮'短髮'」
男的:「我跟她一起很多年了...我所以...怎麼她的東西我一點也想不起...」
警員:「你說她是你女友,你們最近很少見面嗎?怎會連髮型也不知道,那她有帶首飾 , 手袋嗎'」
男的也是無言以對。

離開警局,
男的覺得很驚訝,驚訝他對女友的"不上心"。
多年來他已把愛情的感覺當成 一種 習慣,
就連對他的女友也"習以為常",
已經不把她放在心上了。

已過了三天, 女的還是音訊全無,
這三天男的除了擔心女友的安危,
就是不停的想:「她的髮型、她的衣著,我怎會不知道的!我一定要記起來!」

這夜,男的經過一條幽黑、灰暗的長街,
竟看見女的就站在長街的盡頭。
男的高興得跑向她,想緊緊的擁抱她。

但走到女友的面前他就改變了主意,
他雙手按著女友的肩膊,說:
「等一下,先不要動。讓我看清楚你,你的頭髮、你的衣著,我要好好的記著。
回想起那晚,其實是你發現我還有工作在身,想我早點回家工作而叫我不用送你的。
一直以來只有你還關心我的感受,而我卻不理會你。
但不要緊,我已知道應怎樣去愛你、珍惜你。
相信 我,你的一切一切今後都會常在我心中的。」

女的:「你終於都懂得理會我的感受,懂得珍惜我了...可惜已經太遲......」
男的忽然醒過來,原來剛才的是一場夢。
夢醒後男的努力去想,夢中女友的衣著、髮型,但還是記不起來.....

隔天,男的終於再見到他的女友,就是在警員帶他到殮房認屍的時候......
望著躺在停屍間的女友,
男的哭著說:「我終於知道你的髮型,衣著,我現在才 真正的看真你。我會記著的,永遠都會記著的... 我剛想到要珍惜你...你醒醒呀...不要就這樣離開我好嗎......」
男的剛學會珍惜, 卻已後悔莫及。
現在他除了哭泣,就什麼都做不了......

也許你常發現我一直凝望著你!你問我看什麼呢?
我笑笑的回答....沒什麼 ,只是想將你的一切記在心裏 ,在見不到你時細細回味..........

★ 給在戀愛中及想戀愛的男女 ★

女生的心很脆弱~~~
常因為你的小體貼而感動,
如果你一直對我好
可能就會喜歡你
女生的感情很豐富~~~
喜歡你的我,
會毫不保留的付出,
天真的認為有天你就會懂
女生的心很容易受傷~~~
所以我不輕易說出口~~~
假如期望落空了,
傷心難過很不好受
女生的心很倔強 ~~~
總希望你先說,
如果你也猶豫不決...
或許我們就這樣錯過...
再來後悔為何當初不說......
男生的心很脆弱~~~
常常因為妳的小動作而心碎,
如果妳一直若即若離,
我怎麼敢喜歡妳
男生的心思很細密~~~
喜歡妳的我,
會不計一切的付出,
單純的以為你會懂得珍惜
男生的愛很不容易說出口~~~
因為一旦說出口,
或許再也沒有或許了,
彼此悲傷見面真的很不好受
男生的心很懦弱~~~
總怕傷心而緊閉雙唇,
或許一打開雙唇盡吐心語後
就會後悔當初為何不乖乖沉靜在那片刻的幸福中.....

Read~~

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
小心讀每一個,再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你,但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手,觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone
is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人,但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,
so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人,
讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭,要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is
keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人,
你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are
before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,
先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找,最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?

Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!

緣份

從前有個書生,和未婚妻約好在某年某月某日結婚。
到那一天,未婚妻卻嫁給了別人,
書生受此打擊,一病不起。
家人用盡各種辦法都無能為力,眼看書生奄奄一息。

這時,路過一游方僧人,
得知情況,決定點化一下他。
僧人到他床前,從懷裡摸出一面鏡子叫書生看。

書生看到茫茫大海,一名遇害的女子一絲不掛地躺在海灘上……
路過一人,看一眼,搖搖頭,走了……
又路過一人,將衣服脫下,給女屍蓋上,走了……
再路過一人,過去,挖個坑,小心翼翼把屍體掩埋了……

疑惑間,畫面切換,書生看到自己的未婚妻。
洞房花燭,被她丈夫掀起蓋頭的瞬間……

書生不明所以。
僧人解釋道,
那具海灘上的女屍就是你未婚妻的前世。
你是第2個路過的人,曾給過他一件衣服。
她今生和你相戀,只為還你一個情。
但是她最終要報答一生一世的人,是最後那個把她掩埋的人,
那人就是他現在的丈夫。書生大悟,唰地從床上坐起,病癒!

我們都在參加一場宏大的化裝舞會,
熙熙攘攘的人群裡,
我們尋覓著,
渴望著……

那指間,相觸時被電擊的感覺。
那一刻,面具摘下了,顯現出真實的面目。
這之前,我們都惶惑著,惶惑的甚至不知道自己需要的究竟是什麼。
直到你遇到一個人,才恍然間了解了自己真正想要的,並非當初以為的。
你驚訝于自己在對方面前表現出來的,竟然是和過去截然不同的你!
皆因你過去戴著面具。緣分這東西不可強求。

該你的,早晚是你的;
不該你的,怎麼努力也得不到。
但無論任何時候,我們都不要絕望。
不要放棄自己對真、善、美的愛情追求。

人生的價值,
在某種意義上講,
就是愛和被愛的成熟。
當真愛來臨,
果實也就成熟了。

隨緣……隨意……隨遇……隨喜……

相處時需要包容,
相戀時需要真心,
爭吵時需要溝通,
孤獨時需要人陪,
難過時需要安慰,
生氣時需要冷靜,
快樂時需要分享……

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Accident Again...

Yesterday, after the talent nite, we went for dinner, and we fetch Bee Sim back... and... we meet an accident...

When we stop at the traffic light, a Hong Kong people slammed right into our back...

We were fine... but we were angry!!!

We think this car is cursed... Well... This is third time that this car have to sent into workshop...

First, the highway accident, which we have to fix the whole car... Then, the wheel went off... Now, somebody slammed into our back...

I know it wasn't anyone fault, but are we so unlucky... Maybe yesterday just an unlucky day...

Talent Nite..

Yesterday I was going to the Talent Nite in my uni... When we first go there, the decoraction was... erm... Look Indian... (Btw, it suppose to be a castle) Actually overall it is not bad, at least better than I expected... It just very obvious that they are under budget...

Anyway, I just not satisfied with their organization... or rather the seat arrangement... We were the first to reach the hall... yet... they intend to put us at the side of the stage, which we barely can see anything with the loud speaker beside us... I understand that we have to fill up the front seats first... But why can't we just seat at the centre, which will have a better view...

Anyway, after we talk to the PR manager, they placed us at the side front seats... I was satisfied with the seats... Maybe not as good as centre, but it still not bad... BUT (Yes, there is a BUT), they suddenly ask us to move three rows behind, the three rows in front suppose to be reserved for VIPs...

Fine... If they wan to reserved, they should inform us earlier... Not when some of the people has reached, and we have to sit rather back... which is rather unfair for us who came earlier rite?

However, the overall performance was not bad... I mean it was really funny... Most of their special talents and acting makes us laugh... As for the singing and dancing... well... it is not bad la... but previous talent nite did better la...

AND, the NO. 2 is so CUTE!!!!! Ya... When he came out with formal, I think most of the girls went insane... He is so CUTE!!!! I think this is the first time I see a cute guy in UTAR... All the gals had been screaming when he come out...

...

You are already ready...
But am I ready for you?

You like the girl in small size...
Did I fulfill your requirement?

Have you read the card?
Why you never take any action?
I have been waiting for you...
Waiting for the day to come...
Waiting for you to tell me the truth...
No matter is good or bad...

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Valentine~~

Valentine Day... Suppose to be one of the important event for couple... Dating... Giving gifts...

Buy present for the person you love... Tells the person that you love about your feeling... Going out with the person that you love...

Sadly enough... I had together with three different guys... But I never celebrate Valentine before... Is either break up before Valentine or something happen on Valentine, that caused us can't go out to study...

But... I have diff point of view... Why Valentine must only for couple... I know it emphasize on love... Friendship is also one kind of love ma... We can also hang out with our frens right?

Now... I want to tell all my friends... I LOVE YOU!!!! Thanks for being my side whenever I am sad... Thanks for tolerating my childish all the time... THANK YOU!!!! Muakz..... :D

Monday, February 13, 2006

Australia Internship~~

I am having industrial training next semester... Where am I going to be? Where should I work?

Only for PR course... Now you have the chance to go Australia for internship... In the requirement of you have to at least get B for English for Communication and English for Mass Communication... And get at least a CGPA of at least 3.0... Of course you have to bear the living expenses by yourself...

I was lucky... So far, I fulfill all the requirements... But, how could I actually complete with the rest of people that are also wanted to go... My English is not as good as others... I really want to go... But, I just have the feeling that I am not going to get it... I have no confident at all...

I was lucky... One of the senior that went before, actually agreed to help both me and Jolene... But... I still do not have the confident to fight for it... I always know my writing is lousy, full with grammatical mistake... I have no confident at all...

Even now I get the Australia internship... I am not sure whether I can go or not... Simply because of the financial problem... I will need 30,000 for four mouths... I actually do not think my family able to come out that much money... It is not a small amount for me and my family...

What can I do now? What can I do now to gain more confident? What can I do to solve my financial problem?

Tips...

I think I am to do very badly for any of my mid term this semeseter... No tips... No nothing... The only I have is notes... notes... and notes...

I can't imagine what will happen if I don't have any tips at all even if in the final exam... I definitely will score very badly... I probably will fail...

Are we too dependent on tips? Is it when there is no tips, it will become the end of the world? Sadly enough... The answer would be "yes" for me...

I just had a Comm Research Method mid term this morning... I was so shock when I see the questions... 50 % for essay, 40 % for short answer, and ONLY 10% for MCQ... I was actually hoping to score in MCQ... Ya... I could answer all the MCQ questions, BUT, it is only 10%!!!

I was really trying my very best to study last night... I did... It just I feel sleepy... I feel stressful.. When I look at the notes... I see the words... But I can't remember... There are just too many things to study... Haih.... Just hoping that I can get at least above 50 for this paper...

Courage~~

Do you know I put on how much courage that I have take to write that card to you?

You would never know...

You probably will never care...

I do it because I dun wan myself to regret in future...
for never letting you know my feeling...

People says I am brave...
But actually I am not...
How many gals could actually be brave when they are in love?
I know I am not one of them...

Guy... Why you never let me know your feeling directly?
I dun even know what you are thinking...
I am really confused...
Sometimes you seems so near,
yet, sometimes you are so far away from me...

LIKE~~~~ ADMIRE?!?

LIKE~~~~

有人問:你為什麼喜歡一個人?
我只能夠說出為什麼不喜歡一個人,
卻說不出為什麼喜歡一個人。

喜歡一個人,是一種感覺。
不喜歡一個人,卻是事實。

事實容易解釋,感覺卻難以言喻。

愛情是忽然有一個人,
我們覺得一見如故,
我們的內分泌忽然起了翻天覆地的變化,
很很想靠近她,想擁抱她。

以後,無論快樂或哀愁,
我們也想不起當初為什麼愛她。
因只有當我們不愛一個人時,
才會找出不愛她的原因。     

ADMIRE?!?

每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
在這故事理,你應該努力地演好自己的角色。

如果劇本是自己寫的,
我相信,
這個世界裡再不會有悲劇出現。

只可惜,編劇一定是兩個人。
只要其中一方有了變話,
這齣戲任你再怎麼努力去演,
到了最後只會成為悲劇。

一生當中,會有很多跟你合演的人,
但最終,只有一個可以幫你完成這齣劇 =)

是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??

我們有緣而相識

我們有緣而相聚

我們有緣而交換心靈



我們應該彼此珍惜相處的每一刻

更應該珍惜你現在所擁有的一切

此生才不會悔憾



LOVE??!!

是愛??是喜歡??還是只是欣賞??



愛是百分之百,你無時無刻都在想、思念著他。

喜歡有百分之八十,你常常都會想到他、思念他。

而欣賞只剩百分之六十,你只有偶爾會想到、和思念著他。



欣賞會讓人積極,喜歡會讓人開心,

但愛卻會讓人傷心。



當你欣賞一個人,

你不見得會喜歡他,

也不見得會愛上他。



當你喜歡的一個人,

有可能你只是欣賞他,

但你也有可能會愛上他。



當你愛一個人時,

你一定是基於欣賞,

慢慢變成喜歡,

然後最後成了愛。



當你和他搭訕時,剛開始那只是出於欣賞 。

當他們交往一段時間後,可能會變成喜歡,

但也可能永遠只能停留在欣賞,

至於愛,

很難說,

說不定你一輩子都找不到。

知心朋友

在你一生當中,能交到多少個知心朋友??

雖然你們實際上才認識不久,不過感覺上卻像好久好久。
你有這種朋友嗎???

就是你們很談得來,什麼都分享,
什麼都聊,一輩子也不厭倦的那種。

如果你有這種朋友,趕快對他說:
這一生中最知心的朋友就是你,絕對錯不了!!
~而且永遠也不會改變 !

~ INTIMATE FRIENDS~~~

緣份

緣份是一種很炫的東西~~
它通常是在不知不覺中出現。

當它存在之時,你可能不會珍惜;
期待它到來時,它卻一直都不出現。

所以,從此刻開始,大家要懂得珍惜它,
珍惜生活在你周圍的所有人,
無論是朋友、愛人、甚至於家人.........
C~H~E~R~I~S~H

Miss you~~~~

I have no idea what I am doing...

I keep missing you...

Today you are gonna to know my feeling...
Have no idea what will be your reaction...
You have no idea how nervous I am...

I know you dun wan to start anything...
I know we are not ready for each other yet...

I just wish to know your feeling...
Is it really hard?

Monday, February 6, 2006

Love...

愛情...就是讓你每天有所期待 !
期待與他見面,期待與他相守.期待你與他的未來...

愛情...就是七情六慾的表現!
因為她能使你哭,使你笑,使你感動,使你無法自拔...
牽動你每分每秒的情緒!

愛情...就是使人沉溺!
沉溺在浪漫的情話中,承諾中...
但動人的情話總是曇花一現!到最後總是事與願違...

愛情...就是愛情!
只有愛過,傷過的人才懂....
還有.....自己才懂........

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Sick Again!!!

I can't believe I am sick again!!! Can I have a break before CNY???!!!! CNY suppose to be the festival for us to enjoy all the fun, food, Ang Pau, and of cos SNACK!!! Now, because of I am sick, I technically can't eat anything!!!!

Few days ago, I was having sorethroat after I ate half of the whole bar of Cadbury Chocolate (Note: I dun really like eating Chocolate. Not even ice-cream and sweet. I can't even drink Coke or Pepsi). Anyway, I was in a bad mood that day. Apparently, chocolate makes you happy (which is a lie to me now!!!), so I decided to try it on.

The next day when I wake up and try to digged myself out the bed, I realise I got really bad sorethroat, which really scared me. The next day, it got worse. Finally, when I decided to go see doctor in that particular night (which is yesterday), it became all fine. I was so happy and immediately dragged Sze Yah and Jolene go IKEA with me.

At the same night, disaster happen on me AGAIN. That night, I start to have serious coughing and badly flu. I wouldn't mind if I am just flu and coughing. But obviously no one is going to be happy if they cough until they CAN'T BREATH!!!! YES!!!! I CAN'T BREATH FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT. In the end, I couldn't at all until this morning!!!

Finally, for the first time, to pull myself out from this miserable stage, I voluntary go and see doctor tonight!!!

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Tragedy!!!

Today, I happened to read something that make me feel so sad and down.

I have been surfing online to find some research information for our assignment... One of the assignment topic that I choose is "Don't Drink and Drive Campaign" in Malaysia. So I try to read through all the web page that had come out, and I happen to go into this web page...
http://paultan.org/archives/2005/10/02/gory-car-crash

Before anyone of you go in to this web site, I have to warn you all that the info in this web page is really unpleasant, it could even be disturbing, as my mood really become really down after I read it. So think twice before you go in!!!!

This web site let me think back the accident that I meet last year (I think everyone who read my blog should know about that as well, right? So I won't do more explaination on this.) I suddenly think I am so lucky for still living in this world. We also crash the lorry, but the difference we crash the side, while they crash from the back.

I won't comment more on whose fault in the accident, as I were not there, and it'll be unfair for the victims if I just comment due to my own assumptions. Anyway, this is really a sad tragedy.

I really can't imagine how the poor guy going to live on in this kind of situation. He indirectly killed his gf and his friend. Even if he did it unintentionally, he is still going to suffer. I could understand that feeling, cos after my accident, I also did wondered, what if I am the only person to live on, I would be really sad. Let alone he saw it by his own eyes how his friends died.

I am not only pity the poor girls that died, but also the guy. What he going to suffer is worse, he is going to suffer for the whole life. Maybe a lot of people might think he is a murderer, but, I don't think he will want to do that. If he had a choice, if everything could start over again, I think he would do something different, maybe drive slower or what.

After I read this web page, I really feel like, I have to be more careful next time when I am driving. This is the pictures that will forever stay in my mind, and as a reminder to myself that this is what happen when you drive recklessly.