Friday, October 18, 2013

Facebook vs. Blogging

Just clear the list of friends' blogs that I used to follow. Sadly, now there are only three left. Out of that three, there are only one who is still actively updating.

In Facebook, I have 1,100 friends and I can never finish reading my news feed.

Somehow I start wondering how many people are still blogging.

Nowadays, most people prefer to update their status or take a photo of themselves and it can be easily uploaded to Facebook at anywhere, as long as they have a smart phone and iPad which can connected to Internet.

For the past few months, every time when I felt like blogging, I was too lazy to switch on my laptop and start typing. I tried to download blogspot/ blogger application through App Store couple of months ago and there were no such apps.

Then, I write to download some diary apps and attempt to start writing through my iPad and somehow it just felt different comparing to me sitting down in front of my computer and type.

And yet, I do not feel like posting on Facebook because I think it was too public and I just feel weird to make such a public announcement at times.

I have always find that it is difficult to upload photos to blogspot, especially most of my photos are in my iPhone.

Somehow I felt that blogspot has not been improving along with the ever changing technology.

I have been seeing some China blogging platform where they allowed user to direct upload pictures to the blogging server and it would be so much easier for us to insert photos to our blog entry.

Anyway, it is just a random thought when I was clearing the list.

Life Update

This is my second blog post of the day. Well, since I am in the mood, might as well just write more huh? I would never know when is the next time that I might write again.

I am feeling so much better after my last blog. This shows the power of blogging. Although I am doubtful at times if anyone ever read my blog, but still it was extremely useful to help me to release my stress, tension and emotion.

Anyone, if anyone does read my blog, I just would like to have a little life update on myself.

I have friends who I can have dinner with, I can joke with, but all of them are my colleagues. I barely have any extra time to hang around or catch up with my uni friends or friends of other social groups.

I went shopping at least once a month, but my only shopping partner is my boyfriend, who has now became my fiance.

I have a bright career, but my average working hours is from 9am to 9pm, sometimes even go up to 12am.

I have regular exercise, I practiced yoga on weekly basis, but the class location is in my office and I get back to work immediately after my class.

I have irregular period.

I have dinner every night but the meals are irregular.

Conclusion: I have a normal yet unhealthy lifestyle. I have all the criteria of how a normal life should be like and yet all seems unhealthy.

Hurt

It has been awhile since I last blogged.

I have not been in the mood to blog, nor do I have the time to blog.

But, it has not been an exact good day for me.

Today, I have unintentionally hurt a friend of mine. A friend that I have never meant to treat him as such. He is one of the colleagues that I would never want to hurt. He has always been so kind, so supportive, so friendly and so helpful.

I was being rude, impatient, and I said things without thinking. Although things were said out of stress and I did not meant it. What was done cannot be done and the feeling sucks.

I has been trying so hard to control my emotion and today I just lost it. It should not happened and I shall not let it happen ever again.

I think it might be the hormone. I know my period is coming soon. Whatever. Stop giving myself excuses.

Just remember the mistakes and do not repeat it again.

Thursday, March 14, 2013

So Simple - Stacie Orrico


(It could all be so simple, simple)

Don't need high heels
For a good feel
You can keep the fancy clothes
I'll take walkin in the rain
Over things material
I'll trade Melrose and the big names
Give me faces that I know
Just play a melody that everybody knows

Take it down, down, down
And strip it to the core
I don't really need much less is more, more, more

[CHORUS:]
True to life, true to me
The way it's got to be
So simple, so simple, so simple
Live to love, love to be
Absolutely free
(so simple, so simple, simple)

Give me wisdom, plain and truthful
Teach me somethin I don't know
Plain as education, inspiration I suppose (yeah yeah)
Give me family, on a Sunday
And I'll be just fine
There's nothing in the world
That's worth more of my time

Take it down, down, down
And strip it to the core
I don't really need much less is more, more, more

[CHORUS x2]

Livin my dream, is my song to the world
(let 'em hear it)
Sharin' my soul and spirit
I'm hopin that you hear it
Got one (one) life (life) to live (live)
It's only what you make it (make it)
Every new day's a chance worth takin

[CHORUS x2]

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

走在红毯那一天 - 彭佳慧


算一算时间 认识他也好几年
看一看身边 好朋友都有好姻缘
只剩下我 只剩下你 还继续
苦守寒窑 一等十八年
有些事 急也没有用 我了解
我不想 人老珠黄 才被人送作堆
走在红毯那一天 矇上白纱的脸
微笑中留下的眼泪 一定很美
走在红毯那一天 带上幸福的戒
有个人 廝守到永远 是一生所愿
数着时间的日子 一点也不好过
到哪天 他的良心 才会发现
女人啊 要找个真诚的男人
哪有那么难 真有那么难

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今天看华人星光大道的时候,听到了这首歌。
听到的时候,不禁开始想。。。

如果当初,
在我最想结婚的时候,
如果当初,
他不考虑那么多,
如果当初,
我们都冲动多一点,
是不是一切都会不同?
我们的结果会不会不一样?

我其实还记得,
当他终于求婚的时候,
我有多开心,
虽然我知道那种开心是一种“我终于嫁出去了”的兴奋感。。。

这几天,不免会被亲戚追问,到底几时要结婚。
我真的不明白,
他们一直问一直问,是想我怎么答呢?
其实我也很想嫁啊。。。

看着身边朋友一个一个的嫁出去,
有的还有了孩子,
他们以为我不急吗?

只是时机还没到,
我又能怎样呢?

当初,我以为时机到了,结果对方不是对的人。。。
就算真的勉强嫁了,
我想我也不一定会幸福,
所以我宁愿不嫁。。。
虽然手尾不是普通的长。。。

现在,我感觉遇到对的人,
可是又要为钱烦。。。
我真的不明白,
那些亲戚又不是没有结过婚,他们怎么会不明白结个婚有多贵 =.= 

我其实很怕。。。
会不会拖拖下。。。
我又不想嫁了。。。

我其实知道,我真的不年轻了。。。
就算样子多baby face,我始终都逼近30了。。。
可是,我真的很想很想幸福。。。
就这么一次。。。我真的想好好选择,然后紧紧抓住属于我的幸福。。。